Everything about him that makes me weak, makes me melt. But then again it's everything about him that makes me wonder why I even bother. Im stuck between a rock and a soft place, because the decision is easy to make, it's just whether or not I make it. So the question that keeps popping up in my mind is, how do you know when you are really over the person that hurt you the most? I don't think I've ever felt this bipolar in my life. Because I miss what we had, even though it wasn't something official, it felt like it. &&Nd i feel dumb for letting myself let it get to that point. I can go days without talking to him and feel great. But when he does randomly hit me up, it feels like im back at square one. It feels like i moved up 4 spaces, but jumped all the way back to the beginning. &&Nd I hate feeling like that, especially when it happens so much. But i guess I gotta just learn from my mistakes and move on. Use my own saying and just, "get ovr it."
But if only it was that easy...
